9:44 a.m. - 2007-04-16
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I can't believe we're almost half way through April already...and that in no less than 19 days, my college freshman year will officially be over. Where the fuck did the year go? I mean, seriously. It feels like just so much had happened in so little time.
I don't know, i just feel like I can't even breathe anymore.
To be honest, I have no idea where my life is going right now. It scares me a little, too.
I feel like I have accomplished a lot, but at the same time I feel like I am and always will be in the same place...lonely, low self-esteem, sad, angry, etc. I don't even know what to do with myself, nor what purpose I serve in life. I honestly don't think I serve any at all.
I am depressed today. That is all I have to say.
