8:01 a.m. - 2007-05-28
Lesson learned
Ok so...I overreacted last night.
Everything is fine now. I DO NOT hate men.
Though I do take full blame for my misconceptions, I will also place some blame on my insecurities. I guess I expect guys to screw me over so bad, that its like i've trained myself to imagine it happen even if it hadn't really happened.
As for my last entry, though I will not delete it (as a message to myself) please disregard it.
I am a human being who makes ridiculous mistakes sometimes. This is just another life lesson to add to memory.
Another thing I have learned from this is patience. An anxious mind is a dangerous thing. I should be less anxious and more confident...but such thing seems so hard for a person like me. Oh well.
Oh, and I apologize to the whole male species. I still love you guys (though you can be jerks at times)=)
Thank you for listening.
