7:04 p.m. - 2008-01-06
Re-thinking
I was just thinking...maybe believing in a God is not so bad afterall.
I have been a borderline-atheist...or maybe even an extreme one, for awhile now, so the previous sentence means a lot.
I just have realized that eventhough I may not be sure of His existence and may not feel it most of the times, it's good to atleast have hope in something. Sometimes it is just better to not take the logical or skeptic way out of things.
I will remain relatively the same though. I will continue to not read the Bible, I will continue to not attend church services, I still don't consider myself a Christian...religion is not for me. And I will continue to disagree on the fact that a small Jewish man (that would be Jesus) was birthed by a virgin and died to save the world. I will however, keep my relationship with God between the two of us. I will no longer discuss my views with other people; I will keep them to myself.
I really need to start thinking more about bringing positivity to my life than trying to predict when it will come.
