10:10 p.m. - 2008-02-26
Envy Envy Envy!!!!!!!!!
I know that i've complained about this before, but I don't care, i'm doing it again!
Truth is, I envy my roomate Chelsea so much, which stems mostly from the fact that unlike me, she is thee dude magnet. I am not even kidding you. I mean, not only does she have a semi-attractive boyfriend who she's been with for over five years now, but she also has to have the cutest guys just drooling over her all the time! Does this girl know how good she has it?
For one, she's really close with this cute, baby-faced guy who seems to be really into her. I mean, they're almost always together...I would like to spend that much time with someone that attractive. *frowns* And it's not just his attractiveness, he seems like a cool person too. He's actually been here at the apartment a few times, and everytime I see them together I just cringe. I especially cringed just over a week ago when I overheard her tell Shaundra that he had told her that he wanted to "make love with" her. I mean wtf? If he told me that, I would have been on it!...well, not exactly, but I would have been very very flattered.
There's another way cute guy she also hangs with on occasion. I used to always see him at dinner and think to myself "whooaaa he's attractive!" He would always look my way too, and at first I thought that he thought I was interesting, but evidently he was really taking glances at Chelsea. AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!
Why the hell did I have to live with a thin and attractive girl with naturally better luck in love than I? I really don't need more to be bitter about, but of course...
I could see it now; she marries some attractive, tall dark and handsome guy with a good job and stable mind who gives her the world. She, in the meanwhile is working comfortably as a Physician's Assistant (cause that is her major) and they have like four children and live happily ever after in the boondocks of PA! ...I, in the meanwhile, am a semi-depressed, chain-smoking, sarcastic and oh, did I mention still very single? occupational therapist in Long Island living in a small, but neat and comfy apartment with a few cats.
Now, who's life would you prefer?
