9:34 p.m. - 2009-08-09
Nah na na nah! Nah na na nah! hey hey hey! GOODBYE!
Last night I met a cute Peruvian boy named Jesse. I had initially noticed that he was a cutie but didn't flirt with him cause I figured it would be a lost cause anyway. So we just talked a little. Well, a few drinks later, this creepy old dude starts trying to dance with me. I didn't know what to do so I looked over and saw that Jesse was just standing there, kind of bored, so to save myself I reached over and grabbed his hand and then pulled him towards me and hugged him and told creepy old guy "I'm sorry, i'm with him tonight."haha Well from there, we start talking a lot more and he tells me that he wants to have sex with me really bad...so once again I am thinking to myself "when will I ever get an opportunity like this again?"haha So I agree to it and we go to his place. As soon as we got up to his room, the boy wasted no time. We both took our clothes off and he threw me onto his bed and we made out a lot...he then ate me out. After the cunillungulus session, we had intercourse. It was my first time. It was very very painful...so painful in fact, that it was hard for me to even focus on how good it felt cause I was too busy dying from the pain. At first I didn't think I bled and that gave me a little bit of a relief, but then I look over and see that I had indeed bled ALLOVER one of his pillows! Crazy. We had sex twice last night cause he hadn't had any in awhile and was thirsty.haha So needless to say, I am no longer a virgin...FINALLY! Trust me, it has been a long time coming. I've always wanted to know and feel what sexual intercourse was like, and if it really IS the greatest thing in the world...and now that i've finally had it, I can conclude that it surely isn't THEE greatest thing in the world, but i'm damn sure it can help a person get through a lot!haha. And to me, there really was no better person for me to lose my virginity to than to someone like Jesse...I mean, he's attractive, he's charming, he's tough and feisty, he's very brave, he doesn't give a damn, he drives fast, he speaks spanish fluently, he knows what to do in the bedroom, his penis isn't small AND he has the sexiest tattoos I have ever seen in a man. So do I regret last night's decision?...NAH!haha Bye bye virginity, I shall miss thee...hehe.
