9:45 p.m. - 2009-09-17
Heaven is a place on Earth
Hmmmm...So...what has been going on with me? Now where do I start?...
Ever since that crazy night with Jesse, i've been taking a very laid back approach with him.haha Pretty much, since I know that he was probably kind of caught off guard about the whole virgin thing, i've been trying to not text/call him too much, cause I'm guessing that if I do do that he'd probably percieve me as one of those clingy types and that's never attractive. So granted, I have only texted him twice since. He's a cool guy, and I know that he was genuinely physically attracted to me...but at the end of the day, I know in my heart that in his mind it was just sex and will not go any farther than that. Of course, I do have some feelings for him and would like to have more of that amazing sex with him more often, but if it wasn't meant to be, then it just wasn't meant to be. And that's that.
Everything else has been...just everything else! Haha Of course, I am back in school, starting up my FOURTH year of college. Isn't that just crazy??? One more year and I will be a registered/licensed occupational therapist. Who knew that I would make it this far?Haha These days, I spend the week days studying and catching up on school work, and then every weekend at the Karaoke Bar with my friend/sorority sister Jenn. I've had some good times/memories from that alone already!
Next weekend my friend Cara is getting married. She is just one out of SO MANY of my classmates who are engaged...if not married already! There's even a girl in my class who is pregnant. It's just really weird seeing all of this unfold in front of me. I mean, I don't even have a boyfriend yet! Needless to say, I feel like i'm amongst the only people over the age of 18 who hadn't grown up yet. Haha But who needs to grow up when you can party like a rockstar every weekend?haha
Other than all of the aforementioned, not much else has been going on in my life. I just take things day by day and try not to let any depressing thoughts get the best of me...and it's starting to work! I don't even cry when i'm drunk anymore, and that's a HUGE improvement for myself. My self-esteem is also improving a lot...I don't know, there really isn't much for me to talk about.
I guess i'll update again when something uber cool happens.Haha
Until then, my friends...
